auditions:

well... auditions were nerve racking. i was 5th singer and 5th sight reader. i went in with a lot of confidence. i left with a lot of confidence. i went into the sight reading room with some nerves, but over all, pretty confident. i left a little upset, but i did well... i thought. then, they made us wait 2 hours. this was horrible. i was really nervous. i was thinking how cool it would be if the three of us made it. or what i would do if one or two or even three of us didn't make it. i thought of all of the possible scenarios. i thought of how i would react if i made it, or if i didn't make it. i thought how i would react if... well you get the picture... 2 hours gives you a lot of worrying/ thinking time. mel and dad and sheldon (and even sheldon's friend, trevor) showed up for the reults. mel was more nervous than i had ever seen her... even on their wedding day. well... basses II were first. they started calling names... and mine was never called out. i was pretty upset. mel just squeezed me. everyone came and gave me hug... you know... the "well i'm sorry stuff you do when people don't make it". mrs. masterson cried, but tried not to show it. keith and steph were pretty upset too. dean just said, "we'll do whatever we need to get you into whatever college." well... keith made it... as did stephanie... i'm really proud of them. i'll probably end up staying down there the whole week anyway. dean gets a room and mrs. masterson stays in it... they were saying that i could stay in there with her... kind of weird, but cool that i still get to go for at least a couple of days. we went to alamo cafe. it was fun. it was mel, dad, sheldon, trevor, mrs. masterson, stephanie, keith, and me. it was pretty neat. then, we all went our separate ways. so... then i went to bed at 7:30... and that's the end of my long, stressful day